Photographed by Todd Plitt on October 9, 2014 in New York
Digital scans from the October 20, 2014 issue
Digital scans from the October 19, 2014 issue
NEW YORK — Almost precisely two years ago, Kristen Stewart was hunched in a dark corner of the Tribeca Grand Hotel's restaurant, sipping a glass of red wine and relentlessly scanning the room.
There was nothing she loathed more than people spotting her, gawping, and then pretending it hadn't happened. On the flip side, she also detested that feeling of being openly stared at, which accompanies most famous people when they're spotted out doing things like eating or drinking or pumping gas.
On this sunny, breezy afternoon, in the lobby of the Greenwich Hotel to promote her latest film, Camp X-Ray, 24-year-old Stewart also repeatedly glances around the room, but she's visibly more relaxed, easy, peaceful.
"I'm really happy right now, overly happy," she says. "I'm definitely not looking furtively — I like to look around at (things). I feel great. I'm not overcoming fear right now."
In those days, says Stewart, "I was scared of so many things. I was not overcompensating but just compensating. Now, I really have no apprehension about anything, which is great. I can get behind all of my creative endeavors more so than ever before. I'm super happy and challenged and inspired and relaxed."
She didn't explain or complain, just kept her head down and did interview after interview, craving a return to her day job just to retain some sense of balance and focus. But, as they say, be careful what you wish for. Now, with seven new films under her leather belt, Stewart feels the opposite: a deep, head-spinning need for a break.
'I still do this'
Financially, she's free to work if and when she wants, thanks to those years as Bella Swan, opposite Pattinson's Edward Cullen. And while she says she's never been "very business oriented" or "economically inclined," Stewart knows that going forward, she can pick and choose whatever she wants to do, based not on mortgage payments but on artistic desires.
"Everyone's like, 'You're back to doing indies.' I tried to do an indie between every Twilight movie. I still do this," she says. "Plus, Twilight initially was a funky indie teen flick. There was something about it that I thought was really special and great. I'm not trying to make people think I'm serious or anything. The roles for women in Hollywood — they're very categorically narrow. When a good script sticks out as being unique, I jump on it."
And she has nothing but fond memories of Twilight, without any obvious resentment of any ensuing baggage.
"What did I take from it? I want to do good work. We all worked really hard on those movies, actually. Every moment and every day leads us to where we are now. Standing up to something so much bigger than me was a good test of my character and a good introduction to myself. It was an accelerated growing-up process," she says of being vaulted into superstardom as Bella.
This time, her main release is Camp X-Ray (out now in limited release), starring Stewart as a wide-eyed army private assigned to Guantanamo Bay.
Though at first she's faced with political prisoners who seem, to her, to pose little threat, she comes to understand just how complex the whole war on terror really is, and how devoid it is of easy answers or villains and victims.
"I'm definitely not one to get on a soapbox about things I care about. You can affect change in other ways. That's why doing interviews about it is funny for me. Dude, I did a movie. I thought it was a courageous reminder," she sighs. "It is not righteous in any way. ... I was really excited to play an essentially American girl who is so simple. Exploration for truth and discovery is not what we're known for. I know it sounds really negative, but I feel it's true. I thought it was interesting to have this girl, a good person, a sweet person, a positively inclined girl, who wants to forget herself and wants to be dignified by something. How do you condemn anyone who wants to serve our country? The denigration of that notion was really interesting."
Life in — and out of — the light
After rebuffing the drunk advances of her boss, Stewart's Amy Cole is trapped in a situation that slips out of her control, with both implied and obvious hostility directed at her. All the while, she has to be a pro with the condemned, loathed prisoners under her care.
As a famous person, has Stewart felt that judged herself?
"Actually, yeah," she says. "I never made that connection. Sure, I feel that. It's silly. (Outside judgment) is so transparently a projection. It's so insular. It has nothing to do with me. It's everyone else's hangups."
Dressed in a white crop top, which she repeatedly yanks down, ankle-length black pants and beaten-up sneakers, her sheared hair mussed, Stewart is a funny, self-effacing, yet totally earnest presence. It's hard to reconcile the diminutive brunette sitting across from you with the mammoth celebrity whose fans devour any and every detail about her life.
The fame thing, says Stewart, is what it is. "I'm also not that uncomfortable with it because I've gotten used it. I am really traversing this and getting stronger every day. I'm better at this than I ever have been. I like being uncomfortable. I like standing up to things," she says. "The last few days have been good, really good. I just got off a two-year stint of filming, so I haven't had to do (press) for a long time. It wasn't so loaded. It was nicely civilized and good."
Stewart just wrapped her latest film, the futuristic Equals, starring Nicholas Hoult and directed by Like Crazy's Drake Doremus. The project, she said, tore her up emotionally, and necessitated what she long thought she needed: a break to just be Kristen, the person. She won't read a single script.
"I'm taking some time off because I've been working for two years. I'm an actor and that's my art form, and because I started that so young, I've always felt intimidated and insufficient when I think about other forms of art I want to create. I'm going to take so much time off," she says. "I'm going to buy a live-work space in downtown LA and I'm going to make some (stuff) with my hands. Literally, I made that decision a few weeks ago. I'm making a short film. I'm making a bunch of (stuff). I don't know how I'll put it out. But I'm not going to hold it so preciously close to me. I write all the time."
And she might even do the seemingly impossible: go out and hang out with friends without the paparazzi following her. She takes the good with the bad, knowing that having to hide in plain sight is simply part and parcel of being famous.
"I started working as an actor so young. One thing that will stay with me forever is, I really love work. I love hard work. I'm somewhat OK with the isolation. At times I realize, that's so not normal. It's weird but it gives me the opportunity to do what I love," she says. "I do wish it was a bit more normal. Plans are just difficult. You have to be ready to change them any moment. If you walk into a place and there are weirdoes there, you leave."
The other thing, admits Stewart, is that she's always looking over her shoulder. "I've gotten better about that. Whatever. If everyone is staring at me, that's fine."
Kristen Stewart loves her cropped hairdo. And we do mean, loves it.
It’s easy. It’s functional. And it requires minimal maintenance.
“I’m going to play with this for a while. At some point I’ll grow it out because then I have more options for parts. I don’t like wearing a wig. I hate wearing wigs in movies. It feels fake to me,” she told us.
In all, it’s been a pretty great few months for Stewart. While in New York promoting her drama Camp X-Ray, she met her icon, Patti Smith, at a party. And yes, even Stewart gets hugely star-struck.
“She walked up to the table. She’s so rad and completely open. I don’t think she’ll care. She was like: ‘It’s a full moon and I heard you’re in town and I really like you and I thought I’d come out and try to find you and here you are.’ And I was like, ‘Oh.’ She’s a huge inspiration to me. Her body of work is all over the map and I find that really inspiring. It’s like kismet. I can feel it. She was like, ‘What are you doing? Are you happy? What are you making?’ I was like, ‘Do you want to do something together?’”
Fittingly, Stewart is now re-reading Smith’s Just Kids.
“You read that book and all you want to do is go outside and forget you have a job and take a sketch book and a journal and observe,” she says.
She cannot even imagine sharing her life with followers.
“What would I tweet about? Who are you talking to? What are you saying? Imagine sitting here right now and thinking, ‘That’s a good thing to say to the world?’ I can’t even understand it,” she told us.
But Stewart is out there. You just don’t know it.
“I have a private Instagram so I can keep in touch with my friends because I’m always away. That’s not social media. We have a shared photo stream,” she says.
October 9 - Tweets from Donna Freydkin's USA Today Interview with Kristen earlier today
Q: which of the 6 movies she's filmed in 2013-2014 has moved her the most? And which character was the toughest to play?
- @freydkin "#KristenStewart said Equals moved her the most"
Q: what is the best experience she had while filming Equals? What is next in her schedule?
- "next up for #KristenStewart is taking major time off"
Q: can u please ask her if she would ever get a twitter or instagram?
- "she'll never do social media says #KristenStewart"
Q: Also, please ask her what she's reading right now?
- "#KristenStewart is rereading #justkids by #pattismith"
Q: Is she happy? Does she have new projects to do?
- "#KristenStewart says she's in a great happy place"
"I told #KristenStewart that seemed way more relaxed and happy than last time we talked. She said she absolutely was."
"I get to have lunch with #Kstew."
"BTW I chopped of my hair so #KStew and I are now twins. Only she wears Chanel and I wear @MajeOfficiel"
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